My bad day

I've been thinking the whole day about the incidents that happened on me recently these two weeks.

First of all, I fell sick on last Monday and pulled it through only on last Friday, yet, not totally. The bad luck was not ended yet. I showed a sms to my classmate and suddenly I broke my handphone into two pieces. And that's the fate of my handset. I was really upset for it though it has become a invaluable product, yet it's still functioning.

On last Tuesday, my pen drive was infected with virus and all my files were corrupted. Thanks to the infection, I couldn't able to finish my assignment on time. But luckily, thanks for the mercy and kindness of my teacher, I was allowed to share my assignment with my friend.

On Wednesday, I plugged in my Mp3 into my friend's laptop and his anti virus system scanned my mp3 and healed all the virus. It turned out that all my files were gone. Luckily, the mp3 is still functioning.

Om Friday, I came back home. Expecting to surf internet but in vain because my pc was down, finally.

Yesterday, Tuesday, the day I went to hojun's house for a gathering. We had breakfast together. When we reached Mc Donald, I opened the car's door. I saw the place I suppose to alight was clogged with water. Thinking of jumping over the place, I saw something familiar in the stagnant water. Something....written ' Samsung'. God damn. It was my phone. Yet it was my second phone and the only functioning phone. That's all. Everything was gone. Even my last asset also met its destiny.

I really don't know why all these incidents happenened to me. Why??? What had I done wrongly? Did I do anything wrongly? Can someone tell me why??? Can this bad luck all fade away and don't ever follow me??? Please, I sincerely beg you.

The better me

As time goes by, I finally found out something about my own personality! Wow, awkward right? I guess you won't believe that if I were to say that I didn't actually really know the guy who smiles at me every morning in the mirror. To be frank, in some ways, I do feel as if I know him, but only on a superficial level; the same way we think we know the actors in our favourite soap operas. We may know every explicit detail of the lives of the charaters, but the true personalitiy of the actor themselves is a huge mystery which we have little or no hope of evr solving.

I'm hysteric that I got a chance to know him better now. I found out that my patience has tremendously escalated. I can still be calm and steady although I got a terrible cards in a game. I can tolerate with my family members, by all means. I can even tolerate with a person who tried to put cheat on me. The funniest thing is that, when I was sick, no one knew and no one noticed because I was still as active as a tiger or lion. I could still be very happy. Why? I didn't know.

I didn't know since when I have develope this patience that I have never ever thought of inculcating in myself. Do you know? Does anyone know?  I guess no one knows because including myself, I don't really know how my brain works all the while. He never told me.

That, however, I feel good about the change in me. By now, there's yet a thing that will make me feel terrible in the sense of feeling, until I can't really tolerate with it. Hopefully, I won't have the chance to encounter it.

Holiday started, and ended

Glad to be home. Home sweet home. Holiday started since last friday, the second I stepped into my house. I just couldn't feel the anticipation of all during the journey way home like the last few times. Coupled with my fever that enduring me since Monday, it seems like my holiday has ended as well.

What to say, next month, or to be more exact, I have got three more weeks from now before my final. During my study week, I still have to sit for my MUET speaking test, which falls on Wednesday of that week. For god sake, can someone please tell me what should I do? I'm not really well-prepare for the speaking test. I didn't even know how the format goes. All the thing I have been practising these few months was just to open my mouth and say something.

I just felt very dejected and depressed somehow someway. I couldn't tell, not to my soul or to my whispering heart. Undeniably, the coming exam is one of the major 'contribution' to the depression. Yet, I still didn't want to study although I have the time, I didn't know why, don't ever ask me.

Secondly, I guess that's my lover. She, well, keeps asking me to be more romantic and more sweet towards her like what the stupid Tai did to his gf. I'm recalling, reconsidering, rethinking, or anything about my past attitude towards her. Finally, I found out something. Hey, that's my real personal. I have face her with my true face instead of something sweety sweety that won't last for long. Permenantly, that should be the attitude that you have to face for the whole relationship right? So, I guess I have made a correct option towards her. I hope she can understand why I'm not as sweet as some other boy friend towards her some day. I hope the day will eventually come.

Mid-Autumn Festival

Tomorrow is going to be mooncake festival. Today, I was being asked to watch money's not enough part two with two of my ex-classmates again. Since the movie was a nice one, I joined them for the movie. 

The first time I watch the movie was in Butterworth. That time, I was with my college friends. During the show, my tears were washing over my weary face. I might be affected by one of my friends who sat beside me and a stranger uncle who sat on my the other side. Both of them cried till they were experiencing the same situation. Haha. 

Today, I didn't really cry as terrible as the first time I watched it. Maybe I already knew the story line  or maybe not many of them in the cinema were crying.

Anyway, this movie really brought a meaningful message to me. Parents have sacrificed their time, money, love and even life for their sons. We must respect our parents and take good care of them when they're aged. We cannot have the feel of sickening even though they're sick or what. That's the very time they need their sons' love and care. No matter what happens, I will always put my family on first on my list. I love you mum and dad.