Human Beings

Recently something happened on me dawned me that this society is a reality.

Non of your close friend, or even your family members, would sacrifice anything, prior to money, for you without any condition. Every one would do anything for a reason. No matter how good he conceals, one day, he would unveil it inadvertently or purposely. That's the real colour of him.

I wonder, is there really such good Samaritan who would not bother and just to lend you a freaking hand? Well, I did have one, nearly close to perfect. But I just realised I was being brain washed by another cunning friend whom I didn't wake up from his world! I felt bad of myself for treating him badly just because of the words I listened without filtering them before they entered into my Wenickle's area. I should have be there to support him fully. Anyway, it was a past now.

Not to say friends, even your lover would do the same thing to you. Normally, they would always want you to pay for them, and they would reluctant to pull out the notes from their purse or wallet! But this normally happens to guys, of course. If you don't pay for them, you're not gentlemen, you're stingy, you're bla bla bla. Please, if I were working, that's fine, I'm still a student! Should you foot the bill a little bite, not to say fully AA, at least to lessen my burden. Some lover even would ask money from you, open both of their hands, and the funny thing is, they are working while you're not!

Sometimes, it happens on family members as well. I came across someone, their sons wanted to eat an egg, they would have to pay 30 cents! What the, is this family or a business? You want to give birth and you want to count until so detailed with him?! So, you do expect what you 'invested' for the first 20 years won't be paid back because the son would flee? That's funny.

I confess that I'm not a so-called perfect friend. But at least I would sacrifice for any one anything, that's reasonable, including money! Well, as you know, I'm a student, what do you expect?!

Result Day

Had been waiting so impatiently and anxiously, I kept praying and praying each and every day that my name would be appeared on the pass list.

On Tuesday morning, the viva list would be out. I couldn't really sleep the night before. When Hua Chan called me and told me that my name was not on the list, I felt relieved. At least now I was closer to pass.

On Wednesday, we were told that result would be out on Thursday, so I went out to play the whole day to make myself tired and so that I could sleep well the particular night.

At Wednesday evening, my buddy called me and told me that every one had received their result via sms. Thank God that I got mine also, congratulating me on my pass!

Finally, I passed my phase II MBBS.

Soon, after one more month, I would be entering my third year, which will be the start of my clinical years. Time flies. Looking back all the things I'd done, I felt regretted, happy, sad, impressed, contented, a mixture of feelings in conclusion.

However, starting from today onwards, I swore to myself that I would not regret at anything that I would be doing!



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