The road that was not taken?

My friends are leaving for overseas to study soon. This leaving may be at least a year or 2.

Suddenly, some thoughts struck my mind. What if last time I didn't opt for the path I was choosing now?

What if I got JPA, taking actuarial science? Will it be good if now I were to flying to overseas to study? Got a chance to mingle with the Caucasian and people come from all over the world in other people's country? Earning USD rather than RMY is a better option it seems for every Malaysian. The main paid off will be leaving your mother country and family for a long time. For people who will not feel homesick, or didn't like their family much, it's a better choice for them. I wonder when the time comes to me, split for choices, which one I would rather pick.

What if I didn't enter matric and entered form 6? Will I get good result as those form sixes critised so much on other pre-U rather than their form six? What if I got good results in form six and now waiting to enter Singapore Uni? What will it be? In Bio or Physics stream? I would never know.

I always ponder if I have chosen a wrong path as I'm choosing. Though this profession will be respectful, the continuation learning process will be a tough one. I won't even know I dare or not in the future to hold a knife. I'm going to enter second year now. I guess the road I've chosen, could go back no more.

Just wish that I would like this path.

Friends, I wish you all the best also...